passingstranger:

Hedwig and the Angry Inch-Original Off-Broadway live version.

Those thighs tho, unf.

I’ve got no one to open up to

about this tragic health issue that has occurred in my life. I mean my parents know but they try and cheer me up by saying its nbd bc this happens to other people. They’ve only seen me break down a couple times over it tho, but I literally remember it all the time. And it hurts to not be able to trust anyone else to tell them. Sometimes I think I should tell my best friend, but he honestly judges me harshly sometimes. Like when I got a tattoo recently I was with him and somehow the topic of HIV came up, and I was like Im good I just got tested. & He was like omg, why would you need to get tested?  So this issue might be awkward for him. The other person I’e considered telling is one of my aunts. but I feel that it might turn into a gigantor crying sesh with her and after it will not make me feel any better about having told someone. & then I feel like she’d tell her husband. not that he’d say anything but still.

I also feel like this “issue” is mostly the reason why I lost faith in God. It is seriously tearing me apart. Who do I tell/How the fuck do I fix this feeling?

I am a hot fucking mess lately.

B4 I was pretty shy about things, kept my emotions reserved. Now I seriously dont care bc my dreams were literally shattered. And to everyone I’m just like fuck off, k thanks.